I will not say I feel sorry for you.
You are pretty, All cliches of "Flowers blooming as you smile" aside, I will tell you that you are a beautiful woman, but.
You are misguided.
This bubble you live in must be needle proof, preventing the POP into reality, my dear. not everything is as it seems.
The life of a princess is what you strive for and yet actual princesses refrain from opening their legs for approval
but for you,
this is acceptable, your way of female dominance and sexual freedom.
Seeking respect and wondering why it is not shown.
There is only so much I can tell you.
My throat is dry of advice, especially now I understand being a tease and making the odd intentional/unintentional mistake is what you do.