Wednesday, 17 March 2010

Conditioned

Conditioned to allow in without accepting any exhort.
Build to Love.
Subconsciously natural in doing so
thus making it harder when resistance thrusts.
Tainted.
I bleed regret and shrivelled in guilt
I earthed your heart and planted trust on the sleeve
Worn proudly even through struggle.
Battling.
Defending as a means to reach stability
Balance.
Ropes knotted around our necks ensuring we remain on the same level.
And still, we struggle.
Intertwined, a storyline of uncertainty
I have brought discomfort to your internal,
and as your sleeve soak the tears.
I drown knowing all I ever wanted,
was for you to be happy.

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