Let you in for I have witnessed how you impact other people with your words and I wondered if you heard mine.
All these descriptions are things you know of me already so please excuse my moment of reflection.
Truth be told, I really need you right now.
Called on you several times and I wonder if you are here.
Tears, a rear occurrence,
emotions often swallowed and regret is regurgitated.
Stained floor illustrates harboured thoughts only shared with you if you listened but do you hear me when I speak to you?
They believe so..
I've seen them move, dance, shake, cry, shout, rejoice, sacrifice living habits, finance, loose sleep for you, stop eating. FOR YOU!
But, I understand these things.
I... never enjoyed learning your words whilst growing up
Singing the songs, showing excitement, sharing that passion in prayer.
Wanting to stay longer.
I wanted that, wanted it all.
Though my mouth rarely opens about you,
My heart embodies your spirit.
I feel you around.
Gentle breeze to which I do not flinch,
You guide me.
I speak to you before and after every performance.
Why has it gone this far? What do you have planned for me?
I am thankful, however, I have never felt a greater need to find out more about you, and I will.
Allow me to rejoice in your name..